Death Whispered a Lullaby

这一生也在进取，这分钟却挂念谁，我会说是唯独你不可失去
好风光似幻似虚，谁明人生乐趣，我会说为情为爱仍然是对
谁比你重要，成功了败了也完全无重要
谁比你重要，狂风与暴雨都因你燃烧
一追再追，只想追赶生命里一分一秒，原来多麽可笑，你是真正目标
一追再追，追踪一些生活最基本需要，原来早不缺少
有了你即使平凡却最重要

好光阴纵没太多，一分钟那又如何，会与你共同渡过都不枉过
疯恋多错误更多，如能从新做过，我会说愿能为你提前做错
……
有了你
仿佛沉睡了也在笑

Don't kid yourself,
And don't fool yourself,
This love's too good to last,
And I'm too old to dream...

Don't grow up too fast,
And don't embrace the past,
This life's too good to last,
And I'm too young to care...

Don't kid yourself,
And don't fool yourself,
This life could be the last,
And we're too young to see...

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

I Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
No, nothing else matters

Unexpectantly, You Appeared.
With That Smile On Your Face, So Beautiful.
Like A Shooting Star, You Are Gone Again.
Twinkle Twinkle Lil Star,
How I Wonder What You Are. =)

Life Without Army Is Totally =))))))))))

Wow, Its Been Another Year.

Looking Back, I Was In Thailand At This Moment Missing Xmas And New Year With Friends And Family At Home. Feels Blessed To Be Back Here Again. Hahaha Though Festive Season Aint As Good As In Thailand, But Its About The People You Are Spending Time With Right?

Going For Overseas Training Soon. Definitely Wish To Be Back Again Hahaha!

Im Totally Amazed At How The Business Actually Grows Even Without Me!! The Team Is Getting Bigger, Everything Is Getting So Hyped Up And Exciting!! I'd Better Show More Improvement And Play My Part Too!!!

My Ipod Touch Arrived!!! Hahahahaha!!

I Agree With This, 'We Are Getting So Engrossed In Making Money That We Lost The Purpose Of Having Money Itself; Tool For Higher Happiness'

In A Bit.



Fury

You're so happy now
Burning a candle at both ends
Your self-loving soothes
And softens the blows you've invented

Breathe in deep and cleanse away our sins
And we'll pray that there's no God
To punish us and make a fuss

Crack's healing up
Future soul forgive this mess
You waste twenty years
And wind up alone, demented

Breathe in deep and cleanse away our sins
And we'll pray that there's no God
To punish us and make a fuss

Breathe in deep and cleanse away our sins
And we'll pray that there's no God
To punish us and make a fuss

Which way are you going? The left one where there is nothing right? Or the right one, where there is nothing left?

It Hurts To Be Away From The Family Now That I Realise How Important They Are In My Life. Why Am I Here? I Want To Make My Parents Proud, But In Exchange I Sacrifice Time Spent With Them And Instead Suffer With All Shits Here. In The First Place Do I Even Deserve To Be Here? Or Am I Here Just Because Of A Stupid Award For Shooting Well? Honestly I Don't Even Know How To Lead, Needless To Say Lead The Section/Platoon In Battles And Fights. There Is Somewhere Within Me That Is Fearful; Fearful Of Leading, Fearful Of Being In Charge, Fearful Of Having The Responsibility.

I Just Want To Be Free, To Be Me. Sometimes I Feel That Happiness Is Relinquished From Inside Of Me; Just A Hollow Shell Waiting To Me Cracked Open And Turned To Nothingness.

Probably I Really Don't Deserve To Be Here. And Yet I Have To Bear With It, To Show Them To Make Them Proud, But I Feel Miserable. =/


In A Bit.

Aping my soul,
You stole my overture,
Trapped in God’s program,
Oh I can’t escape

Who are we?
Where are we?
When are we?
Why are we?
Who are we?
Where are we?
Why, why, why?

I can’t forgive you,
And I can’t forget

Who are we?
Where are we?
When are we?
Why are we in here?

Rise above the crowds
Wade through toxic clouds
Breach the outer sphere
The edge of all our fears rest with you
We are counting on you,
It's up to you

Spread our codes to the stars,
You must rescue us all
Spread our codes to the stars,
You must rescue us all

Tell us
Tell us your final wish,
Now we know you can never return
Tell us
Tell us your final wish,
We will tell it to the world

Let's start over again
Why can't we start it over again?

Just let us start it over again

And we’ll be good
This time we’ll get it...
We'll get it right

It's our last chance to forgive ourselves



In A Bit.

'The Life & The Quality Of Relationships We Have today Are A Direct Result Of Our Behaviour. Our Behaviour Is A Direct Result Of Our Beliefs. Our Beliefs Are Actually Reminders Of  "The Results Of Our Past Experiences," Embedded Deep In Our Subconscious Mind. The Key To Our Future Lies In The Ability To Somehow Alter The Content Of Our Subconscious Mind In Our Favour.'



Someone Anyone Save Me Please.

Bell rings for a lonely soul, it has borrowed the voice of death.
Does it hurt or want it well, when the count of our destiny.
Stop thinking it is difficult anyway, you may take one day at a time.
Vandraren have nowhere to go, if he goes at the end of the battle.

Life is so short (Life is so short)
Oh! son of the north (Oh son of north)
You'll find your peace
At the end of your journey

Now I open my eyes and what do I see
A rainbow in the moonlight, pipers calling me
They say don't be afraid and asked me to follow
You've been expected, so forget your sorrow!

In A Bit.

Ah, The Sky Is Pouring Out Sorrows On My Behalf.

Comes To The Point Whereby Im Starting To Feel The Importance Of Being Idle, And The Dreadfulness Of Heading Back To Camp. Yes, Im Going Back To Camp Tomorrow, And Will Be Gone For Another 3 Weeks Of Confinement. Second Yes, Im Posted To OCS. And The Third Yes Goes Out For 9 Months Of Training. =/   Lets Just Hope I Manage to Commission And Get The Rank. Nevertheless I'd Definitely Do My Best.

Just Finished Packing 90% Of The Stuff For Camp Tomorrow. Man! I Just Came Back From Thailand And In Just A Moment Of 2 Days Have To Go Back Into Military Life Once Again. But, I Know I Can Do It, I Know I Can Adapt I Must!

All These Events Plus The CDs I've Listened To Today, Tells Me Something. I HAVE TO GET THINGS DONE TO ACHIEVE MY DREAMS. BMT Has Proven That With Effort, Results Will Be Shown. Definitely Goes The Same With The Business. AND ITS TIME TO GET THINGS DONE!  I MUST I CAN I WILL I AM! Furthermore, Now That I've Learnt The Importance Of Being Idle, The More I Want To Be Free!!!!!!!!!!!

For Now, I'm Back To My Silent Retreat. I Will Be Back, And Make Myself Known.



In a Bit.